it pains

Badly

when i try to sit for more than 30 mins.

when i laugh.

when i try to walk.

when i sleep in one position for more than an hour.

when i cry.

when i sneez or yawn.i cannot do this at all.

when i eat more.

when i try to straighten my aching backbone.

when i take long breath.

basically i am bedridden and that too not comfortably.I can do nothing .I try to get relief of pain by changing positions while sleeping.its frustrating and rightly said, I am bitter . no sympathies please,i am just penning down my feelings.

updating: stomach was cut at the bikini line, an 8 ” cut. six layers were cut and expanded to reach the problem area.so yes the muscles are totally damaged 10″ around the cut.And all those layers are stitched again.