It could have been a perfect love story. Even though there were no initial expectations, still things grew between them and they went along the flow. None of them stopped each other and time used to fly in each other’s arms. A lot happened in a small time,a lot could be understood with the silence and look in their eyes.Without words they could understand each other and were always on a roller coaster ride whenever they met. Phone calls never stopped,even friends used to tease whenever call would come. You could just see the glow of happiness till the time they were together. Some friends even wished for their togetherness forever.
Then un forseen situations took them apart, she flew to another state. Calling each other totally stopped, maybe the ego between the two or other things came in(who should call first/why no response even i called so many times and all that).so no phone calls and just some occational messages. That’s what had left between the two, though the care for each other never stopped. …. Time flew again..
And its their 5th marriage anniverysry today ..both are happily married and enjoying the day by trekking in some dense forest with plans to camp on a mountain and enjoy the sunrise!!!
my friend just invited me to her anniversary party and within 5 mins i wrote this up!
thats what you feel like having on a rainy cloudy day. The first rain and the cool breeze always makes you feel like doing something new! here in banaglore it brings a little more cold in the Oct monsoon.You feel like staying in the bed for the whole day ! bass khao aur so jao or watch downloaded tv series !
So we decided to prepare evening snacks to enjoy the weather a little more. Chai,pakode and chutney it is then!!
Pakode : Cutting onions,cauliflower,potato. Making the a mix of gram flour with some curd(mom used to add lassi) and other ingredients. mix it and make pakode !
Imli ki chutney : soak tamarind in the water for an hour then boil it for 20 mins under low heat,add sugar/shakkar and again boil for 20 mins to make it little thick. fry cumin seeds in a some oil ,add chilli and then put it over the boiled tamarind mix. Add some black pepper. There were no dates else it could hv been a perfect chaat chutney!
can be good or bad… but still I love surprises like any other human being !
So I decided to throw a surprise for my sister on her birthday yesterday night ! atleast i can make people happy with the things they like na.
with some help,arranged a party ,played a good host , got a cutie cake and finally after the party at the midnight threw a surprise for her. not going to divulge the details as its more personal! i am proud of myself for the arrangements that I did. The party was perfect,danced like no ones watching on all the hindi tunes,DJ was great ..mast!
she cried uncontrollably and those tears were of happiness !!! and THATS WHAT I LOVE TO DO!!! WOW i so much loved that moment. I knew I made her day with this surprise and believe me every girl out there was clapping … wooooo . i think that surprise is every girl’s dream. (do not think too much okay)….
chocolate walnut cake here:
so what if i couldnt get what i dreamt ..atleast i can give someone else happiness which they could have only imagined!
I always dreamt of this surprise ALWAYS,ALWAYS and ALWAYS. Very happy for my sister.
was the question i had in my mind from months… i am in the same city where i spent some beautiful time 2 years back with him. same city,same lane,same land mark …everything.. I didnt want to meet him because i was angry with him,angry with her,angry with myself… i could have crushed his head in anger ,thats what i felt. so i restrained myself to see him , and one fine night i see him happily enjoying a movie where i was sitting just a row behind him!! call it WTF!! almost all kind of emotions came,infact at one point i just ran out the theater to have some fresh air as i couldnt breath!
so again one fine day I was going through the old emails and thought let me see this guy. Let me see what he is upto and see how much i have the courage to hit him!!! or maybe ask him ‘what lacked in me that she fulfilled’.
i met him after asking him over the email…we met in a resturant for lunch. Before that I had all things in my mind which I thought I would ask him,confront him and all that… the moment i saw him, I went blank and i was blank till i saw him off.
I went blank becuase i met him after 3 years and in the last one year everything changed between us… and he moved ahead his pretty dame ,i kept crawling and waiting for nothing! thats that
anyways, so he had ordered something in starters and i had a piece of it. we started with ‘how are u and all around you’… and i kept fumbling with words, kept forgetting many things… he asked me about my health, i told him the story ,tears alomost came out but i held it back. didnt feel the worth to cry in front of him.
but the hardest thing hit me was when he mentioned about the theater part and kept laughing about it … ‘geet how was wake up sid hahahha ‘… i gave him the company on that but inside i was all angry. I couldnt eat anything after that so didnt have lunch.
and that was the time i thought, when he can make fun of my emotions like that than what is the guaranty that he will not do after listening to my questions and hearing all my anger and maybe cry… i felt so bad about myself…
here i was talking to him with all smiles and there he is creating a mockery of my emotions… yea go ahead … go ahead talk about it to your GF too. let her laugh at me or have pity on me… that time my heart just said ‘ bosss you should not treat people like this, you might see a worst than this who knows! ‘
so all in all , it didnt do anything good to me. my questions are still safe with me like before and tears dont stop. the little confidence i had is….
Met gunjan today.. its always a good time i have with her but crapped a lot today in front of her!
p.s: again please dont have any ‘aaawww’ or pitty on me !
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on a different note ‘ A Happy Gurpurab ‘ to everyone. It is our first Guru ,Sri Guru Nanak dev ji’s Birthday.
‘Babaji , Please give strength to everyone so they can fight their problems with courage and have the stamina to bear the sadness to come out a winner. Please help everyone.’
Finally Chidambaram is holding talks with naxals and separatists . Hope it works out if govt is really bothered about knowing the root cause and working on it to everyone’s best…
200 billion Rs scam in telecom..NDA and UPA bullshiting and lashing at each other… just hope the money is recovered!
Who will follow up on the utilization of the around 1000 crores given to andra and Karnataka Govt? how can a common man raise this question? I just hope every person hit by the floods gets fund to start up their life again!!
Global warming will have adverse effects in Africa and even UK ,is predicted to get flash floods ! watch ‘an inconvenient truth’ to know exactly problems/causes of global warming.believe me u know just 5% of it right now!
If in a family parents pamper their kids by allowing them to play with real guns, slap other children, how to kill someone then one day the same kids will hit back on their parents on any disagreement! That’s what is happening with today’s terrorism. It is just increasing steadily!!..Taliban hitting back on Pakistan, Afghanistan is almost like a dead country(if you read it’s history and see the 19th century pics , Afghanistan was a BEAUTIFUL country.Do read it!! ) , rebels almost ruling in northern Africa, people there are just dying in hunger or becoming suicide bombers to help out their dying family, naxalism in India and they getting support from LTTE , Israel still killing Palestinians for gaza, Iran working on the nuclear weapons ….
Money, power, greed, selfishness , hatred are all interlinked ! I wonder why Gods couldn’t wait for now to come on this mother earth, I am sure at that time the situation was not so bad, today’s situation is worst !!! remember somewhere in a Holy book its mentioned ‘when there is a peak of injustice, then a God arrive on the earth to provide justice’… how much worst was it 2 billion years ago ??? I still have a little hope from Obama ,I don’t know why!
I am supper happy today !! per kyon bhayeeee ?? hehehhe … thats because I could touch my head on to the ground while am sitting on the ground with legs straight .. thats a Yoga Asana and I did it !!!
here is the link if you wanna see it and i can even do this with my legs pointing straight together and my head head touching my knees fully !!
After the class my instructor was all excited and said ,”geet you lost in inches,look at your waist now i can see the difference… and today you touched your head to the knee and even the ground, Fabulous … i I like your dedication !!! ” Those words are still ringing in my head :-) … other students came to me asking if i was on any special diet or something :D…
For who dont know, I have been doing Bharat Thakur’s Power Yoga from past 7 weeks. This yoga is like any other yoga asanas but they do these asanas very fast.
What have i achieved from it :
1. I lost 4 kgs of weight in the first 5 weeks !
2. My body swelling has reduced to minimal now,joint pains too!
3. Less stress and more calmness, considering from last few months my patience was ridiculously tested and is still going on!
4. I can hold my breath for a longer period. Ealier i could hold my breath in the water for 46 seconds and now its more than that !
5. My body is more flexible now.
6. While doing yoga each and every part of my body sweats, even my arms,calf area,butt,my back …it would look like i have just come out of a shower, i swear !!! so it feels really refreshing but then i have to wash my hair almost daily as it totally gets wet by sweat :-/
7. i can do around 55 Surya Namaskars in 25-35 minutes easily. Each surya namaskar asana compromises of 9 asanas. For more info please google for this word. Thats the strength I have got.
8. I can do 85-95 push ups every alternate day !
9. If in your school days you have got the punishment to become a Murga or you have gone to the fields to poop than you can easily do one of the asanas.. :D … believe me I could do so easily and most of the people had their butt hanging up in the air … batao,kyon nahin ki shararat bachpan main,murga bante to ye din na dekhne padte, hainji!
But I drink 2 coconut water daily and drink 3-4 litres of water along with it.
you see that? I can really work hard on the things which are visible to me ,like if i am not well i can work on it. If my room is not clean I can work on it . If am putting on weight, I know what i need to do and I do it!!! No one really has to push me for it believe me ..i just know this is good for me.
but the things which are not visible like thoughts, emotions and all that, i am bad at that. As i cant see them thus I dont get the inspiration from within to work upon them! i am not sure if you understood what i am saying…
Thus you can see I am more active in sports..teach me any game and i bet you,i can definitely give a run to the top levels for sure. I learnt racket ball very well in US and used to play with the guys ,even volleyball !! sports is attached me to from childhood,will write about it sometime later.
I would really suggest everyone to take this up…Our ancient Science it is and we are privileged to get it,it can cure biggest of the diseases !!!
what??? nothing different! i like washing clothes. Just love it!
i hate to use washing machine unless I have bedsheets or curtains to wash. Even in US I used to wash my clothes without using washing machine.
I have been washing my own clothes since my class 7.My mom got us this habit and I just followed :-). though my brother and sister couldnt. I would wash my clothes and then my sisters ,for a piece of chikki or 10 chatpats :D…
Having spent my most of the time in a small town, I think that made me stick to these basic habits! and that very well has got me rooted to the ground ,how high I fly though!
Just finished washing some 15 clothes and I feel happy :).. I think I love playing in water !!!!!
and feels nice to sleep after some physical work !!!
BTW shankar eshaan loy has given good music in Lodon dreams, they stuck to the rock genre and even gave nice look to a punjabi song too and not to say Salman khan looks yummy in that outfit ,shades with pagdi :P
thats what I felt when I tripped to Pondicherry. Oct 16th 2009 , when me and my sister left for pondi… A much needed break i say!!!
we stayed there for 3 days and we spent the time like crazy kids.A dream me and my sister always saw that we would roam around places just two of us. And we did it!!! and how!!!!
away from this mad mad world,secluded to myself. aaaah!
this was an impromtu trip. just a day back we discussed and the next day we were in the train to pondi. i love these kind of trips,no expectations ,full of surprises which can be good or bad but FUN!
we roamed around in the city on our rented honda activa.
Visited the French colony, war memorial where French fought with britishers ,their building which are still kept the same way,the small gulleys and people. I really wasnt amazed with the french architecture,especially in constructing houses. The French colony is located just near to the beach so the feel was really good.
There are many beaches in pondi, the blue water of Bay of Bengal is just amazing.we visited them early in the mornings,would sit there for few hours,play around in the water.Clicked a lot many pictures well. I felt so relaxed and empty at the same time.i love beaches!!!
Auroville aashram is the known place in Pondi where around 2500 foreigners live and work for their living. I liked the whole concept of the aashram. Everyone is working with a thought. A thought of saving energy and using renewable sources for daily purposes. Solar kitchen,solar bycycles,natural ayurvedic food products and many more. Once you enter the road towards auroville,its just a total different space. you wont see people staring at you with their eyeballs popping out,they receive you with a smile,a content look on the face,a nice silent environment and lot of greenery !!! i would love to explore more ,maybe some other time!
while going towards auroville, we went through many small villages . Me being a Village person, i loved that time. older people sitting under the banyan trees,small kacchi roads,house walls made of cow dung, and the smell of the smoke coming out of the Chulha burnt using cow dung cakes and dry branches,children playing with the unused cycle tyres,kancha games,the smell coming from the fields mixed with the smoke , a small temple,animals strolling across ….lovely ji lovely.. aaaah i felt like i found myself. there is something different about india villages! first time i felt this in south india…
we did a lot of shopping as well. made friends with kashmiris who have been staying there from last 10 years. As i have this Spy bug or should say to-know-in-depth about anything, i did enquire about Auroville and people living in there and got to know many other stories. Stories about drugs,illegal money,mafia involvement. Wonder the salary of the employees of auroville is just 5000 INR ,even foreigners. Even in those kashmiri folks, Shia hated Sunni ones. batao ghar se door aaker bhi itni nafrat per kiske liye??? i did ask them this question but the Sunni guy didnt have any answer but his eyes showed the helplessness.
me and my sister had the best time of our life… Celebrated Diwali there in our way,didnt burst crackers also,seriously roamed like paagal ,the most memorable experience !!! love you annu and if i have missed something do add it here annu.!!!!!! but i will again say that girls alone cannot travel to any place in India but we managed!!! :D. girls, please start keeping pepper spray with you , i must say…
Overall, i am happy with the trip!!! :D
This is my kind of adventure, i would love to have more sports and activities in it but i welcome this freshness too !!!
my college mate,my batchmate and my bench mate and my zodiac mate priyadarshini passed away… one of our common friends gave this news to me… :((( i dont know the real cause but i am told that she died due to brain fever. She such a happy and very lively soul,very intelligent tooo.
priya’s baby is just 18 months old .. those 4 years of our college together ,i can never forget Priya,may your soul rest in peace.
and i pray to God to give strength to the family :( ,bhagwaan ji please please aap unko strength dena please.
In the present if you like a person and see ‘what you want’ in h/her ,than why wouldnt you want to spend the rest of your life with h/her? you marry a person for many reasons,one of them being, you want to get old with that person,you want to see him/her when you come back home every evening.you want to see and experience each moment of your journey with the ONE. The One who just be there with you all the time , not just friends but companions.
friends do have their own life and family right,they so miss your THE moments? so many important people like parents,siblings,friends will come for a period in your life ( you and your ONE) and LEAVE but all that remain would be you both, for each other to take care. You need that ONE! but in this world, that ONE comes with society obligations,caste rules,someone’s happiness and not your’s or that One’s. its a CONDITIONAL ONE. so like whole world, where politics rule, even here it rules but in different guises. Its not about you and your found One but you and their found One. thats life, a compromise,even in love.There is no true and a simple love. i called myself maha ultra romantic person but now i have given up.
after looking around,seeing many couples from many years, I have realized this. If a break up happens when both are living in a same city than there are chances of them getting back together.
same city:
- both are physically in the same city and can happen to see each other any time
- any one of them(read who is dumped) will feel miserable,sad and cry. Go and beg,confront,cry in front of the other to make him/her come back.it works as you can see the state of the person you loved or still love and cant see anymore. so you make up and get back again.
- or maybe of the person who has moved ahead into another relationship will not bother and will just try and pacify “it just happened,i am sorry”
different cities/countries
- first of all you cant see each other, so if any one cries buckets still the other person cant imagine the state. or maybe he can,for an hour or a day and than move one. the miserable person is not in front of you right? You can hear stories but one of the senses, ‘vision’ is required
- as there is no chance of hugging each other,the chances of getting back becomes jsut 1 %. Hug does wonder, i tell you.
- face to face talk always works,over the phone conversation is like you are talking to some unknown entity who you dont know what state is in.
So basically break up survives in a long distance break up!
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btw i liked Himesh Reshammiya’s new album ‘Radio’. i just like this guy,his gutts. almost whole of the industry has made fun of him on his face,behind him,in movies,in award functions but this guy did what he wanted to! I liked most of his previous movies songs.
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Have been listening to this song so much.
Movie: Ajab prem ki gajab kahani
music director: pritam
lyrics: Irshad Kamil ( he wrote most of the songs for Pritam)
sung by :Aatif and alisha chinoy
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I recommend this!!! aatif has this magic in his voice!
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“Tera hone laga hoon
Khone Laga hoon
Jab se mila hoon
naxalites are now unstoppable. They have spread across bihar,UP,MP,chattisgarh,part of maharashtra,AP to name a few… beheading top police official,killing security personnel at their own police stations and what Mr Chitambaram has to say? well central govt has given rights to the India Air Force to have commandos in their choppers if they are flying over that area. why can they start with the root cause and take actions on that? talk about that in media!!! now that congress govt in centre is ruling with the majority,then why cant they do single good task for the country!!!! why cant we form a special group of imaandaar IAS folks who have full authority to take decisions and come up with the steps to handle ‘aadiwaasis’ and low lying area’s interest?
a few months back in Andhra pradesh,people were doing havanas to please the Rain God and looks like God ji got too happy. The money which cnetral govt gave to karnataka and AP and the aid we are going to take from world bank, I just hope at least 70% is utilized in reforming. I just wish some follow ups to happen, on the spot checks,sudden visits to see the progress and utilization of money.THIS IS THE ONLY WAY WE CAN ELIMINATE ANY KIND OF naxalism!!!
otherwise i tell you,there is a lot of money in India but only among few classes or groups.talk about IPL and stakes in that!!!! If some even out is done,i am sure we can progress just like China. China which is controlling its population and with the way its economy is booming ,am sure we can take some lessons out of it. IIMA is teaching china language as graduates see a lot of scope in China than US now.
And here our stupid state and central govts are more interested in Mayawati’s stautes,I wonder supreme court is still giving warnings and they have already erected statues!!! h***** kahin ke! MNS is more interested in maharashtra nav nirmaan by beating north indian(read Bihaari) folks and central govt is talking about protesting USA’s outsourcing regulations that they are going to pass??? apne desh main to kuch kar lo kameeenon!!!
Obama gets nobel peace prize.. and i was like WTF!! out of 205 nominations, he is the ONE!! come on….. he just started now ,he just initiated peace developments.There are many more leaders who many even dont know but are working in Africa for the peace and harmony. They are just not visible to anyone!!!! i just felt, they could have waited for another 4 fours to see this initiative of Obama and its progress…. wonder Nobel is no noble anymore!
Obama just again sacntioned 7 Billion dollars to Pak to fight against Taliban! and what ISI has to say?? well they are asking taliban to join hands with them to fight against India!!!! saalon ek doosron ko maarte maarte mar jaaoge aur duniya per koi aur raaj karega… no one is really bothered about somalia,ethiopia,kenya and other north african countries … people there are just ..well why even i am exaplaining that,everyone knows its… i am just worried if those gurrilas someday get hold of nuclear weapon!
Keep creating nuclear power plants,missiles,new weapons,form armies and for what??? to fight against each other? for power and money!
many astrologers,historians,Bible have predicted 2012 to be one important year to look out for. there can be mass destruction by nature or human or may meteors ! already huge climate changes,green house effect(global warming) is showing the results… maybe in some years many of the coastal areas would be sub merged. whose bothered anyway? we live in the present right?
